I find delight in the initial idea, which is greeted with a quiet bubbling excitement that grows as I begin to see it take shape in my head. The cast of characters emerge, warts and all, as if coming out of the mist and gradually taking shape. Showing me their true nature as I slowly learn more about them.
The dismay usually comes in about half or three quarters of the way through the book when I become convinced that it is terrible and should be consigned to the bin. Thankfully it is usually soon after that when I begin to see the end and the delight creeps back. I get all excited about the story again because I can see how it is all going to come together.
It is a real emotional rollercoaster.
I don't really plan, at least not much. I prefer to see where the book takes me.
I knew what I wanted to do with Don't Judge Me. I wanted to look at the way we all make judgements about people around us, our friends, our family, even people we meet in the street.
I wanted to look at how these judgements can affect the way we react to people. How even family or friends will underestimate each other, or have preconceived ideas about what someone is capable of - good or bad.
These ideas people have about us might be so different to the way we feel inside; who we feel we are or could be, given the chance. It is a 'whodunnit', but for a long time while I was writing it I could not decide exactly who had done it. I kept changing my mind.
So the book took a bit longer than I had expected, that is when you need a patient publisher. My thanks to Keith at Strident for believing in it, and me!
Once I did get to the end the next thing was to make sure I didn't give away too much too soon- that the suspense is kept up, and basically that the book works! That is when you need a good editor who understands what you are trying to do and keeps a clear and calm head when you are losing the plot, figuratively as well as literally!
So, my thanks to Alison, whose voice is always smiling, as she is here, standing at the back of this photo!
I often need to do research for the books I write and I always enjoy that part of it. When I discover just how much I don't know about the subject I am writing about, that is when I start to ask people. I go out and about, and try to find experts.
|Members of the Fire Service checking up on me!|
I have to say at this point no one is responsible for the way I use the information they give me, because it is after all a work of fiction! And sometimes writers have to use a bit of creative licence in interpreting reality to make it fit the plot.
The hope is that if I do my job well enough most people- aside from the aforementioned experts - will not notice or realise where I have been economical with the facts.
Also I hope that where I have cut corners it is not something that will misinform my young readers in any to any great extent.
I feel there is a responsibility to give them a reasonably accurate view of the world, but most of all I hope to give them a great story that they will not want to put down, one that they will want to read, and tell their friends about.
The book is finally ready and the cover design has to be finalised. Despite the fact that I have had some great book covers over the years, I still get nervous until I see the finished version.
With Don't Judge Me I loved the cover images the designer came up with and then it was only the choice between two or three that were similar but had slight differences.
I was absolutely delighted with the finished cover. It is really dramatic!
The lovely thing about having a book launch is that you can have a party and CAKE and you can share the excitement of launching a new book into the world with friends and readers.
I was especially delighted that we had so many young readers at the book launch from library and school reading groups, along with their teachers and librarians. Some had travelled quite a distance to be there. These are the readers the book was written for and hopefully they will find something in it to interest, intrigue and engage them.
Thank you to all the lovely readers, writers, teachers, librarians, members of the fire Service, also family, friends and neighbours, who came along to share this great evening with me - it would not have been as much fun without you!
|The youngest person at the launch|
Holding the finished book in my hand it always seems as if it is a familiar stranger. The ideas that began this journey tossing about in the seas of my imagination have finally reached land and in doing so transformed themselves from intangibles to the physical, tactile thing that is a book.
Now you can hold it in your hand, turn the pages and read the words, hopefully turning it back into those intangible emotions and ideas.
Dip into the book and you will find out about Suzie, Jack, Jenna and Malky and the people in their lives. But they would each ask of you - DON'T JUDGE ME!